As I read I feel a bit strange knowing what going to happen next. He doesn't try to hide that he will be kidnapped, no matter how happy he is now, he will be unhappy later, and no matter how happy he will be after that, he will still have gone through horrible things. I like how he describes well how his life is and how he dresses and looks. The descriptions are quite graphic but sadly they do not seem to be over exaggerated. I like the dream about the wheelbarrow and the body, good metaphor.